It's so weird.. It's always been a dream, I've always wanted to do it but i couldn't. At the last minute something so unfortunate happened that dashed a poor girl's dreams. Then suddenly in a few moments I was thrown into a situation that I would never have imagined. I was so close to going, i was prepared to go, i thought i was going. But after a couple of hours of roller coaster ride, it was back to nothing. Although nothing really happened, I woke up this morning feeling very lost, kinda sad. But it was never about me anyway. So I gotta just wake up from this mini episoide.
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I wish for the best for the team, especially for those i love in the team. They've worked so hard, gone through so much, been so strong. Jiayou my dearest xiaoxinyi and ruth.
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It's back to normal now. I'll still be going Hong Kong, but in a week, and for a gymnastics competition as a coach. Should be satisfied with that.