Omg.
The political turmoil in thailand better stop before we go there!
I've been looking forward so much to training and shopping in bangkok!
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*Crosses fingers*
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I've been youtubing cheerleading videos, surfing cheerleading squads' blogs, chatting with steppers and reviving our old
blog! Can't take my mind of cheerleading right now. Especially 'cause I totally wanna take my mind OFF studying. Rahhs.
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I was chatting separately with three darling girlies just now. And all four of us have something in common. Our passion towards cheerleading. I can just spend the whole day talking about cheer and steppers and not get bored at all. Talking about other zai cheerleaders, marvelling at youtube videos. I know it's not just the four of us who're totally in love with cheerleading. There're more.. and it's just sad that the harsh realities would not allow everyone of us to pursue the sport we love. I totally unstand how it feels, 'cause in a way, I was in the same situation before. I'm at a loss though, I'm sorry that I can't take sides now, nor can I try my best to fight for anyone.. 'Cause I don't know what's right or what's fair anymore, I just wish all who love this sport would have a chance to pursue it. And I'm trying to ignore the thought of me being the reason why others are not getting the chance. Afterall, I've already decided, and it's too late now..
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I feel that since I've decided to do it again. And that it's probably my last chance. I wanna do as much as I can the next four months. I really can't wait to train again. Everyday I'm practising my heelstretch, bow and arrow and scorpion. I imagine myself doing b tosses and how it would feel like. I randomly do handstands all around the house. And also I think about how I want steppers to get better and better and happier and happier together as a squad. But all these can only happen after exams. So I better stop daydreaming and study already.
