You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people feel that they have known you their entire life. Many often open up to you for they view you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although people trust you, you have a hard time trusting them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled up inside, or display them very quietly. It is alright to open up every once in a while.
The grades that were under my expectations. The whole lot of pressure the tutors have given me. Being 'thick-skinned' and insisting that I do not want to drop any subject. The feeling of being looked down upon.. wanting to prove those people wrong but having no confidence to. And deciding to stop gym. Gym is something I'm so darn proud of.. that I love so much. Even though I'd be only doing tramp even if I continued gym.. at least it's gym! I've been doing gym since I was primary one and it's just sad to think I won't be training in a gymnasium anymore.. ever again.. That I'm not a gymmer.. a gymnast anymore. I quit.. I'm a loser.
I didn't want to write these here.. but it's just the sudden wave of sadness again..
Love, ja
10:46 PM
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To find out why I haven't been eating meat [other than seafood], and detest KFC, visit www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com. That was the main reason why I started abstaining from meat. Oh if you're interested about animal rights and stuff, you can visit www.peta.com too. It englightens you on how us, humans, treat animals so damn badly :(
Love, ja
4:11 PM
♥ Sunday, April 03, 2005
If you lapse into a vegetative state, aka become a 'vegetable' and you have almost negligible chance of waking up, would you want to live on a feeding tube, or would you rather just die?
Living is defined by whether the spirit is there, by whether the music box plays.