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Mei.Mei-

Haven't exactly blogged in a long time..
nowadays all my time is spent on trainings and rushing for deadlines
and despite there being so much i gotta do, i still waste a lot of time on slacking..
but i'm really pretty tired out.
physically, mentally, emotionally.. whatever
my muscles have been aching since forever 'cause of my never ending trainings
i've been lacking lots and lots of sleep
it's so frustrating having to finish work when i'm already so tired..
i guess i kind of only have myself to blame though.. leaving all the work til the last minute
and i don't know if it's the lack of sleep, or bad air or whatsoever
i haven't been in the best of moods these days
doesn't help when people give me the chance to snap at them.
so yes, i'm pretty irritable nowadays, keep away from me
i feel so detached from the world too.. i'm not one who reads the newspapers
but at least at home i have my parents to update me bits and pieces of news, and sometimes i catch the news on tv
now i totally have no idea what's going on
and of course i'm still missing patchy so much..
it's been a while but i can't get used to the fact that he's not there
just hurts so much to momentarily think he's there, to want to go say hi to him but to realise he's gone..
feels so different at home without him
:(

:(:(:(

Love, ja
4:58 AM