National Cheerleading Championships
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In the blink of an eye, the competition's over. I won't suffer from withdrawal symptoms as bad as the past few years since I didn't compete this year, but there's still a slight sense of emptiness now that it's over. Competition was really stiff this year and it is exciting watching how the standard of cheerleading has risen. But to be frank, I'm kind of upset by the fact that I'm no longer part of this. I'm envious of all the young cheerleaders out there who have a good number of years ahead in their cheerleading career. I'm jealous that I have no chance to try all the fantastic stunts they're doing. But still, well done to all the teams out there :)
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This is the first year I watching my team compete without me. It really felt like watching my children compete. Just before their turn, I was assuring and encouraging the girls, but inside I was so nervous that I was on the brink of crying as well. I wanted so bad for the team to do well just 'cause they're KR Steppers - MY squad and I know how much they have gone through.
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I've watched many of their full runs, and to be honest I was unhappy at probably more than half their full runs and felt like shouting (and did) at at least one person each time. Today, I finally watched their last full run of this routine. After they started off with a very bad partner stunts segment, I was so afraid they'd be discouraged and fail all the stunts after. I knew if they did, I'd probably be angry. I screamed my lungs out for them, willing them to keep their heads high and complete the rest of the routine nicely. And they did. Steppers, I just want you to know how proud I am of you for staying strong after a bad start. It's not easy, but you guys did it. I'm neither angry nor disappointed at your performance at all. I know all of you are sad, I am too, but I just hope it helps to know how proud i am of you. I really am.
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Having said that, I hope the squad has grown as well as learnt from this year. There were definitely a fair share of unluckiness this year, but I hope everyone won't just blame everything on unluckiness. There're certainly things to be improved on, and may KR Steppers emerge as a stronger squad next year.
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Ultimately, I still strongly believe that our KR Steppers motto would guide the team to success:
Blame No One;
Expect Nothing;
Do Something.
KR Steppers.
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Love you all. *Hugs*
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PS(I forgot to mention how much I appreciate oat's help and guidance towards steppers. His passion for cheerleading and humility are just some of the things I respect about him. THANKYOUU OAT!
Altho he'll never see this/never understand this.)