Sigh :(
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It's sad
When people have such high expectations, but i actually ain't that good.
That when it's time to try, i am not prepared to.
It's not that i don't wanna achieve it, of course i do.
But i just wasn't good enough to do it.. especially with all the new techniques learnt.
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Gosh it's so disappointing,
To have the some of the world's best teaching me and asking me to GO FOR IT,
I really set my mind to do so,
And then i couldn't even do the first step right.
The thing i ought to be able to do well.
They must be thinking, i can't even do that, what makes me think i can go to the next step.
So much for asking me to go for it.
You know how it feels to really wanna show your coach that you can do it,
But you don't?
Disappointing.
:((
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Anyhow,
I AM still gonna go for it.
They've taught me the technique,
It's up to me to get it.
.
But it sucks that when i'm just starting to get to try a million new things,
there are still SO MANY things I want to learn,
Yet..
Time's already up.
Parents hate me cheering.
Pretty much the end.
Oh wells :(
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Sorry guys, i'm like emo to the max. =X
Shall talk about one happy thing just happened.
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While i was emo-ing and getting very frustrated trying to look for my graduate attendance card for convo tomorrow (yes dammit my convo's tomorrow and i can't go for the last day of workshop. sadness. Ugh okay happy thoughts)
A CD suddenly drops outta no where, and on it says,
"Jia Hui's Routine 2002"
OMGGG.
I actually found a video of my floor routine during sec 3 nationals!
So happy to have one videoo for memory sake!
Digi cams weren't common during our era, so videos were few. + videos were lost.
So yay.
I'll post it here when i'm in a better mood.