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Mei.Mei-
♥ Saturday, February 12, 2005

Jaja's troubled. She hasn't got ready the valentine's day gifts for her friends. Or rather she hasn't even bought the stuff. She hasn't thought of what to give her angel, mortal and mortal who all happen to be guys. Considering just giving them the same as what she's giving almost everyone but will she be mean by doing that? But then again they all haven't replied her letters.
Jaja's pissed. What's so bad about visiting an old teacher who taught us a lot. And are we such a detestable bunch you don't wanna hang out with us at all? Perhaps we are. Perhaps we're too lousy for you. Stop giving empty promises too. Whether you believe it or not some of us do miss you. While you don't even give a crap about us. Jaja, you told yourself not to bother about such stuff anymore so why don't you freaking keep to that and stop pissing yourself off.


Love, ja
11:49 PM

♥ Friday, February 11, 2005

Ohmygoodness friendster's all PINK. How depressing.

After school today we went to sweeling's house, then wenhan's house. Pretty fun we played card games and mahjong at wenhan's house. I won a few games! At least three! Like wow considering I lost almost 20 bucks during december. Which is A LOT! But we didn't gamble just now :( Haha. Oh well it's still good to win. Yays. I shall remember never to play mahjong+money with yichao and gang anymore.


Love, ja
10:48 PM

♥ Thursday, February 10, 2005

I forgot to mention the fireworks in the previous entry. On chinese new year eve we went to chun dao he pan aka river hongbao to watch the fireworks. The fireworks were really pretty of course and they seem more special this year. There was this scary one which had small fireworks flying in every direction and making eerie noises. It was like many ghosts flying wild. Don't think you guys really got my description hehe.. Only if i could post the photos i took with my phone here. Took many photos..



Love, ja
11:02 PM

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It's the Chinese New Year! Happie new year everyone..
Hm wasn't as excited about this yr's cny compared to last time. And true enough today was more boring than before too. Guess it's 'cause almost all my relatives, maternal and paternal went overseas for holidays. So no one visited us today and we only visited one family aka my mother's 2nd bro's. Saw my cousin-nephew[is that what you call your cousin's son?]! He's called Jiaqi and he's a mixed between philippino and chinese. Really cutey! He has beautiful eyes.. I wanted to carry him but I didn't dare to ask. haha. Next time I guess.
After that we watched 'I do, I do' at westmall. It was a nice enough movie. Pretty funny show. But I think only singaporeans will be amused by the movie. Heh I think adrian pang has a super comical face. And allan wu was sooo charming =P Sharon au's a pretty good actress too. Had dinner after that and that's about all. Oh I met Loh Hu and Si ngah.. good to see them. Forgot to get mama n papa to give them angpaos though.
Lardeedar I'm bored.


Love, ja
1:37 AM

♥ Monday, February 07, 2005

i ruined the happy yellow piece of paper :( i wrote 'hold' instead of 'how old'. So I had to use a pretty pink paper instead. Oh well pink is for valentine's day! i finally made the birthday card. ugly, it is. but at least i made it! ...

felt horrible during training today. aching ankle plus burning stomach again. i couldn't resist the macaroni soup. [plus chilli that is..thus the bad stomach.] Ouch. so I had a yucky time doing the fartlegs. Coach asked us to stop at three. *phew. And the weather was so freaking scorching it made me want to puke and die and faint and EVERYTHING but run. Even the backing during defence tired me out so much. Gosh, i'm weak. The funny thing was I suddenly got goosebumps halfway through game. Yes under the hot sun. =X Oh yea we celebrated coach's birthday today. Or rather we sang her a few birthday songs wIth a cake, wIthout candles. Yup but i think she was pretty happie :D Left early for tuition. Bleaughs.

My angel wrote me a letter today! Thank you tian shi! ..altho u'll not see this.. And gave me many yupi hamburgers which i finished by the time tuition started. :| I'm a candy addict.


Love, ja
11:15 PM

♥ Sunday, February 06, 2005

Before starting this entry.. I gotta comment that I'm really irritated 'cause my father with really strong cologne is sitting next to me and he's making me have a runny nose. Ughs.

I'm so not in the mood for work now. I still have an econs essay assignment to do, and physics tutorial. When all I want to do is sit around, make a birthday card, think about things, then go to bed. And I'm not looking forward to tomorrow either. School, training, tuition. How bad can a day get. PLUS there's some party for lyn and wen asked if i wanted to go.. AND sihui's feeling really down 'cause of some matters and she asked me out but I can't bloody make it because of schooltrainingtuition. Ughs. Hope she'll cheer up soon..not that I'm in the best of moods either.

*I hope I get a letter from my angel or mortal tomorrow. At lesat that'll cheer me up a little*


Love, ja
9:08 PM

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1.Had the 6H gathering today. It was supposed to turn out good.. but it didn't really. The morning-to-afternoon karaoke session was pretty good. Quite fun. After that everything just went pretty much down slope...
I guess I shouldn't even be pissed at him. He isn't even a close friend right. Who cares if he does something bad.. something which I hate. It's his business. Not mine. Yea so I shouldn't be pissed. But I just couldn't help it.. Just hope that person will quit one day. Before he brings harm to himself and others.

2.I'm just.. such an ass I guess.. Maybe I've been saying too much. Yea I'm in the wrong. But I really felt angry for you.. 'cause I think you deserve a lot more. But I probably went overboard and you can't stand it anymore. he's right to some extent.. it's just between you two. I'm an 'outsider' and I shouldn't bother about ur matters. Don't worry.. I'm not going to care anymore. Just hope you won't get hurt in the end or whatever. I'm still really disappointed and upset at the direction our friendship seems to be going.. but I shan't do anything anymore. 'Cause I'll just make things worse.

3.I've tried hard enough the past few years. I probably hoped for too much out of all of us. I'm going to give up organising stuff and hoping all of us will still be bonded. I really am tired.. So many people just don't care.. while i care too damn much. Just not sure when I'll start missing everyone again..

What a bad day..ihatejaja..




Love, ja
1:29 AM