Had our third blue blood training today. We made progress, linked up the first portion with music, learnt dance, linked up sequence with music, learnt/revised flyback with counting, chunting's group learnt stepover and we did a few dry runs with the music. I was hoping to achieve a little more, but I guess and hope it's not that bad.
I'm still trying to get used to conducting training, of being the only one who knows the routine the most and having to teach it to the rest. It's difficult, me having a bad memory and being someone who panicks easily. I need to be more sure of the routine, the counting and everything, and learn how not to be swayed by everyone's suggestions. Everyone's suggestions make sense to me, so I tend to be quite indecisive as to what do do in the end sometimes.. I need to concentrate on my own flying, while worrying for others and about other things at the same time. Sigh. I don't think I'm doing a very good job, don't even think I'm the best person in the squad for this job. But I'll keep trying, I have to.. don't I?
Training aside, I shopped with triplets yesterday (: Been a while since the three of us went out on a shopping date. We shopped in HK, but with other people too. It's just a little different. I miss shopping with them! Something unusual yesterday was that I bought the most among us. Finished spending the 50 bucks I earned at the show, so quickly bleah. But I'm pretty happy with my buys.
I felt a little guilty though as I shopped.. 'cause of some unfortunate news I heard in the morning. Felt a little like I shouldn't be enjoying myself. Before I slept last night, I was imagining how I would feel if I were the girl.. I so would not be able to take the trauma. I may not know her personally, but I did meet her once and she looked like a nice girl, who loved him a lot. Feel so so bad for her.. Hope she'll be strong.
I've always been worried about yichao riding his bike, but more so yesterday. So worried I felt the need to call him right away to remind him to be careful. He assured me he would. I also realised while talking to him I miss him and the other 6Hers a lot :( Shall organise a gathering soon.
I miss you tooooooo. :(
Oh yes step discovered my blog during training just now and laughed at my midi. It's not that bad right? 'Old fashioned' or not, I think it's nice!
Love, ja
11:46 PM
♥ Friday, May 25, 2007
Yay! The performance is over! Although our performance was so totally not perfect. Our music stopped when we were three quarters through our performance, and the four of us were pretty stunned. Didn't know what to do and were kind of waiting to see if the music would start again but it didn't. Apparently the music jammed. So yea, it's a little bit sad we didn't get to end off properly. We performed at a club called Play, it was my first time being in such a club. A little weird but guess it's an experience! Pretty cool to see all the 'crooked' girls in the club. Irene Ang talked to us a bit.. she seems nice and very funny heh. Saw rebecca tan too! The model for the HL milk ad? She's pretty! Chunting was so excited to see her (: Stayed on for a while after the performance then went out to meet jinxian and his bro who were waiting outside! Had supper then they sent me home.. thankyouus (: (:
Love, ja
2:16 AM
♥ Thursday, May 24, 2007
Performing at some club with shimin, chunting and step tomorrow. Scary! The cheerdance routine we're performing is like a mad combination of all the dances steppers have ever dance before. Plus a stupid cheer at the beginning. Oh boy, we better not mess up tomorrow or get laughed at! Too bad the guys can't come support us anymore, think it'd be better with them around. And hope there won't be too many scary and weird people there tomorrow! Luckily jinxian's coming to send me home after that (: (:
Love, ja
1:56 AM
♥ Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Had our first steppers training after cheerobics last night! Training felt quite different, more stressful and it felt rather.. empty without all the usual people around. From the 21 people cheerobics squad to only a 13 people blue blood performance squad. :( We don't have much time before the performance, really hope we can make it! It's just going to be a short routine, but there are a few new stunts to learn. Sigh hope everything will be fine!
